I really couldn't care less at this point when she next allows me release. I'd never thought that I'd say that until I experienced an orgasm after having been denied for three months. It just wasn't all it was made up to be. It was nice. I enjoyed it. But it didn't 'wow' me. It just felt nice. Making love and being denied feels just as nice. I've had a few ruined orgasms that were oop'ses on my part while making love but I came without those feelings of a powerful orgasm. I just oozed ejaculate without feeling euphoric in the process.
I wonder if others that have been denied for prolonged periods feel as I do. There is nothing like feeling so close and then having to exert the will to not cum while pleasing her. I love it. I hate it. But in the end I'd wish for nothing else.
And so the days continue to mount. Will I reach 100 again. 200? It all depends on Katie's wants and desires.